The Honorary Title - Apologize

Yesterday's dinner's haunting me today
Blades in my stomach spinning
I awake with a fear of ???? hiding by the stress of your love.
I won't return your calls until he lets out
Oh, just one more season, you will be good

Tonight, oh, don't even try

'cause when i'm concentrating on making statements
I will fool you into thinking we're fine
Until you start to feel something outside
Yeah, well you alone can visualize
Not worth the misery, a sordid history, years of revelry, we Converse endlessly
Those powdered lips that say you cry
You start to feel something outside

Tonight, oh, don't even try

It's not me that was mistaken for an earnest heartfelt Evening [[that doesn't make sense, someone
Help?]]
For a ??? induced hallucination
Couldn't help but notice your eyes are losing focus
Such magnetism, now you're opposed
But if you're not begging for it then it's not yours
Once dependent, now no signs of withdrawal
Not worth the misery, a sordid history, years of revelry, we Converse endlessly
Those powdered lips that say you cry
Well, you start to feel something outside

Tonight, oh, don't even try

Please talk softly now, no need to scream
The raise in decibels seems obscene
Please talk softly now, no need to scream
The raise in decibels seems obscene
Tonight, you've sold everything you've been told
I apologize.